tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36037119995713949152024-03-12T21:57:37.756-04:00The Warden's CageJustice is in my hands.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-11959492373040630302010-01-03T05:40:00.002-05:002010-01-03T05:56:48.389-05:00One very big update - Happy News!:D<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Hey everyone, it's been quite the long time since I've updated this thing huh?<br />I hope you all had a wonderful Halloween/Thanksgiving/Christmas/Hannukah/Kwanzaa and now New Years. I've been gone for all those holidays.(:. Even though I haven't written on this blog much, I have been reading Ashardalon's blog and his updates of the GE world. Never ceases to amaze me how he comes up with the names and their etymology for his characters. Quite knowledgeable.<br /><br />I'd also like to congratulate Sarah on her website that she finally opened after showing me her layout I think before the summer? I hope you're having or had a great time in the States with Dragonmount, and you've become quite the success in GE as I can see.<br /><br />So a quick update about my life, since I haven't even had time to breathe in a while.<br />Originally, I was going to apply for SM/JYP Entertainment's contest during the summer in L.A. after a year's worth of Asian linguistics and intensive dance training and follow their regular schedule of Saturday 3-4:30PM auditions.<br />But, I saw that both companies were hosting their annual Talent Search contest in the States and both had chose a site that was less than 10 streets down from my house.<br />I did go, and I did apply for it. I thought I did pretty well, I did a couple of dances and two vocal songs.<br />Dance Songs: - Sorry Sorry by Super Junior, I Did It For Love & Eat You Up by BoA Kwon and Break It by KARA.<br />Vocal Songs: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith and I Can't Help Liking You by Black Pearl.<br /><br />I really wanted to do Sorry Sorry Answer by Super Junior but the song wasn't really out yet..looks bad to get an illegal copy.<br />So, before auditions, I didn't think I would excel at those linguistics lessons, but turns out I went on to an advanced class because I understood so well. I think it was because of my tiny but still valid knowledge of Cantonese, and Chinese and Korean are very much alike.<br />I didn't get to wish you guys happy holidays because I spent these few months in intense dance training to prepare for November, and I had massive schoolwork which I still do.<br /><br />So I'm pleased to say, that I advanced to the next round and will continue fighting for that spot under SM Entertainment. (:.<br />I've been busy preparing for the next round in December by continuing my rigorous dance improvements and vocal talent. So I won't be saying hi for quite a while.<br /><br />I hope you're all doing well and lovely<3.<br />I miss talking to many of you.<br /><br />If you ever need to talk to me about anything, whether it be needing advice or just a chat email me!<3.<br />I won't get back to you as fast, but if needed I will be glad to help especially for a friend in need.<br /><br />jen.hearts_u@yahoo.com.<br /><br />Have a Happy 2010, may you be granted with everything you wish for, and to the longevity of both your health and your family's.<br />Long post, sorry.x]]/<br /></span></span>The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-40053244244362431472009-09-05T14:09:00.001-04:002009-09-05T14:10:29.932-04:00In which I try to resist temptation.I really feel like playing Sword again -_-;;<br /><br />But I don't wanna go through hell all over again.<br /><br />Sigh.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-18199776897472670152009-09-01T02:15:00.002-04:002009-09-01T02:16:54.737-04:00In which I have BAD news for Marvel lovers.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.<br />I can't fucking believe this!<br />Marvel is being bought out by Disney Corp. for $4 Billion?!<br />ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!<br />X-Men is totally worth like, $30 Billion! D:<<br />This is an end of an era, it's totally going to suck now cause all of the awesome shit is going to be censored....<br />Can you imagine Wolverine hugging people instead of slashing them?!<br />Or Storm using lightning to fight, but instead pouring love and hearts from the sky?<br />OR MILEY CYRUS BECOMING A SUPERHERO.<br /><br />THIS IS BULLSHIT.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-31089212694929937042009-08-28T20:14:00.002-04:002009-08-28T20:24:34.454-04:00In which I have good(ish) news.Hey everyone!<br /><br />Recently, I wrote on this blog that I planned on not appearing on America's Got Talent and American Idol. I've decided to stick with that decision. But however, I recently made a new decision.<br /><br />I've decided to take up Korean and Mandarin language classes throughout the course of my senior year in high school for six months, hoping to master it by then.<br /><br />At the end of this 6 month learning period, assuming I master Korean first - I will be heading to SM Entertainment USA's Headquarters in Los Angeles, California (the same company which is contracted with BoA and other celebrities like SNSD and Super Junior) and audition to be a singer/dancer. But. This year, I have to work especially hard so that I may suceed in speaking Korean, dancing and singing while maintaining my school activities and grades. <br /><br />I checked out some of the audition clips from SM Entertainment USA and I thought that many of them were pretty bad..<br />One guy who was an actor..I thought he was just ranting at the camera..turns out he was talking about how a company was treating him bad and how he should kill them right now. <br />I was lol'ing at how awful it was >>;;.<br />But yeah, I wanted to share this exciting update of news to everybody.<br /><br />Maybe in a few years I'll burst out of the music industry, hopefully in Korea first.<br />I'm still waiting for Miley Cyrus to do a vulgar picture with someone and everyone boos her. Something to the extent of Vannessa Hudgen's thing.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-68394992988981414492009-08-19T14:48:00.003-04:002009-08-19T14:53:02.907-04:00In which I greet you.Hullo everyone~<br />I'm in England at the moment, and will be returning back to the US in two days. D:.<br />I still have done almost absolutely nothing here in England. I've stilll been trying to look for locations that would interest me. I like looking at art and history, I find it fun. :3.<br />My adventures in Europe are soon to be concluded and I had a decent amount of fun here and there.<br />Rome's Trevi Fountain and Piazza Navona were beautiful.<br />But I can barely recall other places I went to because of my pigging out on food and watching X-Men Evolution on my laptop. Yes I know, I was in the Eternal City watching shows in my hotel room. I'm so cool.<br /><br />But in other news, when I'm coming back I have a lot of work to do. ESPECIALLY get my group together and learn this dance routine and song.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/AAWqnA8PdcY&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/AAWqnA8PdcY&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />So sexy and addicting.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-27187004843212357242009-08-02T00:14:00.002-04:002009-08-02T00:37:19.586-04:00In which I explore.Hey guys! Still in France for another two days.<br />I didn't mean to make you guys jealous! I'd take you guys with if I could. :[.<br />And Al, as for Germany and Rome, even though I know both places are great I think it's because Germany was the site of living hell and I don't know if I could bring myself to walk the earth that once had people harvested for death. I don't forgive Germany for what they did in World War II, in fact I really don't accept any formal apology from them for it because I think they still believe it was the right thing to do. None of them betrayed Hitler to save people so I can't see why I would visit that country anymore.<br /><br />So yes, my travels continue here in France. I've actually had really rich food and I'm really woozy from it all. I had some really great cuisine though, the cassoulet being my favorite. I couldn't bring myself to try Escargot..soooo yeah..I really hoped that my life wasn't a movie scene, but it became one. I was sitting in a cafe in the morning drinking coffee and reading a book for my AP Summer Assignment when this asian guy (What the fuck another Asian in France? Whuuuuuuut?) He sits down without asking if the seat was taken and says Hi there (in English). Now I've been practicing ONE french phrase the ENTIRE time I've been here which is "Je ne parle pas l'anglais. " <- I don't speak English. And I think this was my stupid defining moment because he then speaks perfect french to me. And I was like. Damnit. So I picked up my book and just left. >_>;;<br /><br />Yeah, pitiful is me.<br /><br />And I just realized how people are SOOOOOOO self-centered. Was Roleplaying on Warcraft waiting for my day to begin and my god, this girl on the game starts describing her fantasy character. Jesus christ and when people were TRYING TO GO ALONG WITH THE ROLEPLAY she starts bitching about how they weren't listening. My god,she described her character as an elf (DRY MATERIAL MOVE ALONG) and how she's curvy and everything. The slut is probrably a huge mcfatty in real life.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-35328229011361850652009-07-31T02:31:00.002-04:002009-07-31T02:45:39.769-04:00In which I travel.Hey everyone!<br />So I see that Sarah has gotten a new expert Elementalist, congratulations m'dear!<br /><br />Anyways, I'm actually in Paris, France at the moment, literally right now. It's like 8:00AM here but I'm running on EST. I woke up an hour or so go. I'm staying at the Hotel du Levant, it's nice here and the breakfast is awesome. Eggs Benedict. (First try)~<3 Amazement. I'm here alone, no parents, no friends. I kinda want the experience of traveling alone. I got here last night around 11:30, I was dead tired so I slept until about 7 and woke up. Just looked at the internet finding places to go to and stuff. I definitely am going to the Eiffel Tower, and a few museums if I can find a few. This is actually the first country on my tour to visit 4 others. Originally I was going to visit France, Italy, Germany and Britain but I'm exchanging Germany out with Rome instead. (:. I know for sure Im going to the Normandy site of where D-Day occured in WW2. Well, my day doesn't start for another 2 hours. So I'm going to sit and play some Warcraft with some free Interwebs son. Playing in the Europe server, lul. x]. So I'm probably going to visit the Palace of Versaille tommorow and we'll see what happens then. I really don't think my trip here is going to turn into a movie scene where I meet a cute guy and he takes me out and I get to experience France or any of the other countries through his eyes. That'd be fun though.<br /><br />Anyways, time to be bored for a little, and finish my tea.<br /><br />Bye lovelies<3<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-66927644097506107612009-07-22T23:06:00.003-04:002009-07-22T23:12:29.422-04:00In which I decide.So yeah, my last post was basically about how I rant for 3 minutes about how I missed Sword.<br />I decided for my final decision that I will not return to Sword.<br />I love, appreciate and give major thanks to Sarah however for being so kind and gratuitous as to offering me a spot back by helping me out - but I must decline from your great offer.<br />I fear many things in life; one being a big burden. I find it irrational for someone to be apart of a burden such as myself so I really don't want to wish that on Sarah, because she doesn't deserve that. Save that offer for someone who deserves it, because I truly do not.<br /><br />My final decision really revolved around a few things;<br />Yes I did want to be apart of the Zeia, the Arsene Circus, Claire and the new awesome updates - but these things all come with a hefty price; and that is cash. I'm getting tired of blowing my money on Sword and other games - mainly because I've never benefited from doing so, not once at all. Plus I have law school to save up for, undergradute degree to pay for, my own apartment, utility bills and everything for my future. :/ Spending money impulsively is the last thing I choose not to do.<br />I've also ran out of time in a day to do all the things that need to be done; I can't simply keep up with my schedule. I have to study for SATs again, do my AP assignments, work on my mom's new website for her new business, get a job, and then now I have to go and talk to my school principle about how my idea to create a student tribunal should be executed in the beginning of the school year, though I get to be the head of it if executed well. (:! So yeah, life is...painful to say the least. But I cannot keep up with Sword and my life.<br /><br />xoxo,<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-75027932036613395822009-07-17T14:30:00.003-04:002009-07-17T14:32:04.331-04:00In which I am frustrated.I really want to play Sword again after seeing these new updates posted by Ashardalon.<br />It really really really pisses me off that I did give away my account therefore I have nothing to start with. -.-.<br />It really upsets me too cause I really wanted to be apart of 3.4 and Arsene Circus -.-;<br />and that's coming soon too to Sword now I really hate myself.<br />lkhakg,rah.<br />-.-;<br /><br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-34097335467152855612009-07-04T01:47:00.006-04:002009-07-04T03:12:46.910-04:00In which I update.Hey everyone!<br />The month of July is here; Happy Independence Day! We celebrate the day the signing of the Declaration of Independence - granting United States it's freedom and total succession from the British Empire! I've always wondered what'd it'd be like if we didn't succeed during the American Revolution. Pip-pip cheerio anyone?<br />So, I hope everyone has a great Independence Day off celebrating with their family and being patriotic and watching them fireworks fly up and explode.<br />Life has been pretty good so far - except today. Had to punch a guy in the nose and break it because he was being a rude jerk. I was at Duane Reade (a pharmacy chain in NY) - and I was looking for cooking twine all over the store, went up and down the aisles until I got to where all the medicine was. This guy comes up to me and says "Looking for Gonorrhea medicine?" and I'm like, "What was that?" - He replies with "You heard me, looking for gonorrhea medicine?" I punched him in the face. Now it hurts a bit, but I'll be fine.<br />And I was reading Ashardalon's blog about Sword..and I like threw up in my mouth a little bit when he mentioned the new patches, and how 2.9 - 3.4 are coming out very shortly - Fuck you hard K2, fuck you hard. Ashardalon is so dedicated for finding all these informative little pieces for people - so determined, I'm sorry that I didn't get to know you a bit better during my stay on both Sword and in Telos :/. I'm sure it would've been a wonderous experience.<br /><br />So besides all this stuff; I had to cook dinner for 3 days straight. Here they is. D:. Don't laugh at my plates and dirty kitchen. >_>;<br /><br /><div style="display: block;" class="vertbar"><span style="display: block;" class="w"> </span></div> <span class="on" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Add_Image" title="Add Image" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="addImage();" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);;ButtonMouseDown(this);"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif" alt="Add Image" class="gl_photo" border="0" /></span> <div style="display: block;" class="vertbar"><span style="display: block;" class="g"> </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYM1WLFJsE-EfLV5m28HMBKSBiPp24HrIXshcgJBOVsyO8zoo3rxXqDoiJjJs6FWMyoY0eYZXAViQyS8PYQ6xZT_47i9pDVcVnYB7uTcMj-0PhQTH5crGy1aw27CKInPK_tz_w88kKotE/s1600-h/DSC00354.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 292px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYM1WLFJsE-EfLV5m28HMBKSBiPp24HrIXshcgJBOVsyO8zoo3rxXqDoiJjJs6FWMyoY0eYZXAViQyS8PYQ6xZT_47i9pDVcVnYB7uTcMj-0PhQTH5crGy1aw27CKInPK_tz_w88kKotE/s320/DSC00354.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354497348538262514" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">(Seared Salmon! :D)<br /><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeuXzKHOyHP58btWnjCOfAOEfrWIjdWo4hwQ3Zxd4MlwIazEAv-BNd7d06C7Tnc8kOsMIMfbsu3OESHaJ4UvxRQDncNE24CVATMj5Na4OBch26YmOpCyRfBTXOmkqzYUMgDAQE08fQq5o/s1600-h/DSC00361.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeuXzKHOyHP58btWnjCOfAOEfrWIjdWo4hwQ3Zxd4MlwIazEAv-BNd7d06C7Tnc8kOsMIMfbsu3OESHaJ4UvxRQDncNE24CVATMj5Na4OBch26YmOpCyRfBTXOmkqzYUMgDAQE08fQq5o/s200/DSC00361.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354497836872502210" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">(Beef Steak Roulade with Pesto Linguine~)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnYlXGYr5u73mqlS5ADFLKAOV5vbxfOAZ90B8cd-DsEtIk0dcdMT64MyFue3ADlsHqKnciizyCC5lqtBfcECuZtdYVU7D2i6imdVDV4CJpwVE14ehGhuYZEI89J2AJxDNCpuU3J0PqwL4/s1600-h/DSC00356.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnYlXGYr5u73mqlS5ADFLKAOV5vbxfOAZ90B8cd-DsEtIk0dcdMT64MyFue3ADlsHqKnciizyCC5lqtBfcECuZtdYVU7D2i6imdVDV4CJpwVE14ehGhuYZEI89J2AJxDNCpuU3J0PqwL4/s200/DSC00356.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354498200734608130" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">(My most favorite one of all; Roasted Cornish Hen with Roasted Veggies. :) Be jealous! ) :D<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So yeah, it's been a pretty exciting week, I also happened to go to the NYC Gay Pride Festival a few days ago - and it was fucking awesome. Some of the most coolest people I've ever met were there; some had really bad entertainment but some upcoming celebrities like Farrad and Les Romanesques ; TOTALLY AWESOME.<br />Here's their videos.<br /><br /><object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Aj0-9dFaJ5M&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Aj0-9dFaJ5M&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="560" height="340"></embed></object><br />This is Farrad; he's awesome<3. Boys; the blonde girl - keep an eye out for her; she's freakin' hot.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/btaqC-AZf90&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/btaqC-AZf90&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />This is Les Romanesques - the video from Pridefest isn't up - I guess no one took a decent one, but this made me laugh so hard cause they performed this song; and it was SO FREAKIN' AWESOME - you have no idea.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Jen~<br />Enjoy!:]<br /><br /><br /></span></span></div></div>The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-19259976748645041362009-06-16T01:10:00.002-04:002009-06-16T01:16:19.626-04:00In which it is the end. Pt. 2So today marks the official end of my junior year of high school. It's been pretty fun, drama has cut down an enormous amount compared to my other years of life. It's been pretty peaceful too and I hope it remains that way for quite a while. And my last post about my friend being missing; he was grounded for a stupidly long amount of time, but he's back now. (He comes back the day after I write a blog post, gee should've done that a month ago eh?) I never thought of how sad the year can be when it comes to its' end. I've had a wonderous time in school beyond words. My onigiri was a hit at the ROTC party - that being said; saying good-byes to seniors I know and love is really hard to do. We got incredibly emotional and though it is time for them to move on, we take their place in hopes of becoming better.<br />But; my grades still remain, my bitch of an english teacher gave my project which is a final a 75. Partially my fault since I didn't meet the "two-page" requirement; but honestly can ANYONE write a two page poem about a subject without repitition of previous statements? God; she gave people 40s, 50s and 60s. A friend of mine even saw a 10. I hate her. I hope she burns in the fiery depths of hell that annoying bitch. (She's not married at all and she's liek middle aged and fugly.) She needs to get laid.<br />So yeah, the school years over but I still have regents to take. :/. Well, better hit the sack, gotta wake up in 6 hours.<br />Nighty night - and sweet dreams.<br /><br />xoxo<br />ValentineThe Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-3313252114893236932009-06-14T01:19:00.003-04:002009-06-14T01:29:54.919-04:00In which it is the end.Lately I've been feeling a bit depressed about a lot of things.<br />The end of my junior year in high school ends in officially one and 1/2 days. I then move on to become a senior, preparing to be a freshman all over again in college, rebuilding my reputation, claiming who I am in this world once again. Even without this movement to a new year, I still cry regardless - one of my most dearest friends has disappeared from MSN, and I haven't seen him for two months. At first, he was missing for a week - I thought the same thing as I did before, he's probably busy, but I do see him in bits and pieces of time. This time he's been gone a whole week, and I haven't seen or heard from him. I'm scared for where he might be. What might have happened to him. He was my best of best friends, and I doubt I'd be able to continue life enjoyably without him. His disappearance has put a damper on my spirit. That and listening to Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne doesn't help either.<br />Everytime I listen to Keep Holding On, it renews my passion, makes me laugh, makes me cry, makes me smile. I get goosebumps listening to the lyrics - as if they demean me from helping. It makes me seem useless in a world full of need. It's weird how everyone who does well academically has some astounding passion to save mankind - it raises the question; do we do it because we want fame, do we do it because we want to, or do we do it because it is our destiny to do so.<br />My passion for wanting to help people was never about fame. I don't care for glory, I don't care for fame or riches. I believe I get more out of helping people, that feeling and sense of accomplishment and self-pride for doing so. That in itself has no price tag; it is not purchasble, it is to be gained. The only reason why I planned to go on American Idol or AGT was not because of fame, but because if I succeeded I would be able to raise so much money to help people than I would as a nobody. But I now made the complete decision not to audition for any of it all. I fear the success - I can't handle the job stress of paparazzi swarming me. I don't want to be pitied for the mistakes I make in the business - judged by millions of people who think they know me because they read fan sites about my life, but at the same time, if I had become successful; by me making this decision, am I robbing those in need of a better life. Am I that selfish to do so.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-60201374583998324852009-06-10T00:08:00.002-04:002009-06-10T00:13:39.176-04:00In which I am satisfied.This week has been a pretty good week for me.<br />I gave in my major project for ROTC - got a 100 x 3 <3. So awesome possum. :3 Video-editting skills are win~.<br />I got a 100 on my Constitutional Law essay/test thing. Which apparently is the "best essay" my Con law teacher has read in a few years..she was all "LIKE, OMG. THIS WAS SO GOOD. OH LORD."<br />I got creepers when she said that. I sorta also set a new standard against internet pornography and it's distribution to minors. (I'm going to be so hated for this). A girl who's part of my group (we're Congress) asked me to fill her in, so I told her my idea, which is making people validate their SSN on a pornographic website before they can proceed because you can't go around stealing SSN's from your mom or dad, and it forces you to know your SSN. So she was like" Wait, why SSN? What about the immigrants, they don't have SSNs, how are they going to watch porn?!" I jokingly said, that why are they on the computer? They should be working. But if she brings up that point again Im just gonna say, more of a reason to have it since it'll stop immigrants from coming in. Land of Opportunity - Easy porn usage = Stay back to wherever the hell you came from because you can get porn easily there.<br />I've got some good feelings about my finals, hopefully they agree with me. The year is coming to an end, and I still have so much on my plate. I'm just as happy as can be right now.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-84273893939485937892009-06-04T01:06:00.003-04:002009-06-04T01:18:36.309-04:00In which I talky~So, my last post was about my future career choices, and well I still face the predicament of what I should choose.<br />Anyways, D'ar, you do realize teachers get a tax-deduction because they're civil servants right? :3. Pastry Chefs may make almost the same amount of money as teachers, they do not receive any deductions on their taxes. Plus, even though you don't deal with snotty kids, you do realize you'll have to work in a fast-paced environment with a head chef yelling orders at you. (Kinda like Gordon Ramsey, only he doesn't call you a fucking idiot every 3 1/2 seconds because it won't be the only words in his vocabulary.)<br />I've lately gotten very very agitated. Mainly cause I'm stressed about my grades, and these two big finals I have that are due soon. Both my teachers for these finals made it so that the finals isn't a test, but a project. My constitutional law project is writing legislation for pornography laws. Keep in mind, my con law teacher is like, 75 years old stuck in a permanent pelvic thrust position. The class is mad fun, but it's just creepy when you have a 75 year old lady teaching you con law who also happens to be a sex freak.<br />Speaking of sex freak, there's been a rumor going around my school of a 16-year-old sophmore taking pictures of herself nude and sending it to a guy she liked, who didn't like her and sent the picture to everyone in his phonebook. The girl produced child pornography, apparently in blue panties, but revealed everything else. I personally haven't seen the pictures, but from other people's accounts, they say she's ugly as hell, flat and saggy boobs, with a big nose, and pimples on both her boobs and face. After hearing these accounts - I don't think I want to see this picture at all. But I hope she goes to jail and so does the guy who sent these pictures. She's so desperate to have sex, it's pitiful. I feel no remorse for her, she committed the dumbest mistake one can make, and since her body is being ridiculed and scrutinized, it is no one's fault but her own.<br />Anyways, I should be going to sleep soon, because I have to do a project tommorow with 3 people who are lazy as hell. One girl in my group is a complete idiot. Like, the biggest idiot I've ever met in my life, and I've met some PRETTTTYY big idiots. She's got the most dumbest idea's I've ever heard, it's a good thing she's not working directly under Obama and the Economics chapter, because our country would be in deeper shit. "I bought a bag of 15 candies, and a bag of 200 candies!" - - why the fuck would you buy a bag of 15 and then a bag of 200. We only needed 80. "Let's hire a clown! But make sure I'm not there, because Im afraid of clowns" -- WHY EVEN SUGGEST THAT THEN. And my favorite one : "My mom thinks the subways are dangerous, can't we take a car service?" - - Subway fares : $2.00 USD + free 2hr. transfer. Car service from Queens to Manhattan: Approxiamately 351.46$USD. Her mother also thinks that Upper East manhattan is dangerous. Upper East Manhattan is where all the RICH WHITE KIDS live, what the fuck is so dangerous about that? It's also where Gucci, Prada, Armani Exchange, Louis Vuitton, F.A.O. Schwartz are around, what's the danger in that? Afraid of them shoving LV bags in your face telling you to buy them?<br />Lastly, I really hate some people on MSN. Like this one guy, who messages me, says Hi, and some random shit (Today it was about how his nose was runny - I tell him to take some medicine then) and then he says he just did. And then he's like, well I'm out, I need my sleep, good night.<br />WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MESSAGE, WASTE 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE TO TELL ME USELESS SHIT AND THEN TELL ME YOU NEED SLEEP. I'm not your fucking sleep aid, don't message me telling me shit about your life when you need sleep. Jesus Christ, next time I'm just gonna cut people off - If your convo does not past a 15 minute mark, do not continue beyond this point.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine<br />-Dealing with stupids all week, allllllll week.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-64300906830919028472009-06-02T01:07:00.002-04:002009-06-02T01:22:59.479-04:00In which I update.So, it's been a few days since I wrote in this blog, I've been really lazy lately. And it's starting to concern me horrifically.<br />I've gotten lazy on my schoolwork, and it's the end of the year. This last term is the most important, because it is the grade that goes on my transcript. My test scores haven't been excellent, so there is no doubt in my mind that my grades are going to plummet. I'm scared, of course, because I've had another alteration to the career I wish to pursue in the future.<br />I originally wanted to be a forensic scientist (like CSI, but I'm so much cooler) but then I was reading this article on Yahoo!, and it said that the top 10 most pursued careers at the moment included both Forensic Scientists and Pastry Chefs. Forensic scientists make an annual averaged salary of 61,000$/year and Pastry Chefs make 41,000$/year (This is for those who aren't top award winning chefs cooking in 5-star places).<br />I asked my mother, if she would permit and support me in the career change to a pastry chef. Because I can bake some mean stuff. She told me that she'd support me regardless, but it's my father I need to get through. She told me that being a forensic scientist will let you help people, and provide families with the closure they seek. She says that she won't mind if I was a pastry chef part time to learn a new skill, because skills are good for anyone. She then told me some story about this world-famous top forensic scientist -- Dr. Lee, I still haven't looked him up, but apparently he's very wanted for his ability to solve cases 99.9% of the time, even if the crime was committed many many years ago. Finally, she told me to use my brain rather than my hands for a career. So in the end, it leaves me with one questions -- Don't all careers require us to use our brain AND our hands? We all need both of them, not in equal ratios, but we still use them.<br />A lawyer uses his brain to come up with questions on the spot, perceive the information that comes to them, bend the testimony of witnesses to their will (lul, lawyers would make good new Avatars for testimony bending). A lawyer uses his hands to write, and carry all the documents they need to support their arguements in court.<br />A forensic scientist uses his brain to study and examine the evidence that comes to them. Figuring out compounds of certain things, think of ways to discover new evidence, putting pieces of a puzzle together in order to get the full picture. A forensic scientist uses his hands to collect evidence extensively, carries evidence back and forth, uses lab equipment, and must be careful with all reagants in the lab as well as the lab itself.<br />A pastry chef uses his brain to concoct new and creative recipes, measure the ingredients in their mind, come up with ways to perfect a recipe, ways to alterate it without destroying it, creating harmony and melody between flavors. A pastry chef uses his hands to construct their recipes, build a towering cake, a bombastic cupcake full of flavor.<br /><br />In the end, I am still at a crossroads to choose my career. But whatever I choose to do, I will do it with my passion for it.<br /><br />Back to normal life, if I were to go on AGT, which I might, still thinking, I'm gonna totally do Jai Ho by PCD, but I don't understand why Nicole Scherzwinger sings it JAY-HO, when it's obvious that it's JAI-HO. I really wish Nicole would stop hogging all the limelight, because they really need to change their name from the Pussycat Dolls to "Nicole and the girls who dance behind her because Nicole hogs all the singing, and we don't even get to sing backup"<br /><br />But Nicole looks mad indian, she could totally pass as an indian girl.<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_7AyQpsukM<br />^ Embed disabled per request. :[<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-78417201519918988182009-05-26T00:42:00.002-04:002009-05-26T01:35:09.131-04:00In which I discuss : Six Flags.This trip was semi-disappointing to be honest.<br />First, my friends and I went to Wild Safari to look at them animals. It was kinda funny, and amazes me how the animals aren't afraid of the cars. Some of them even walk out in the middle of the road when there are cars. Two ostriches walked by the middle of the road, and a train of little ducklings and their parents. It was so cute. There was this one car that was stuck in the left lane of the road because this ostrich was towering over it. Like literally standing 2 inches from the driver's side. I felt bad for them cause the ostrich pecked at their window a little. It didn't move for a good 20 minutes, so those poor people were stuck there. I liked Wild Safari, amazes me how much land Six Flags owns.<br />Second, we went to the actual theme park Six Flags, and that was the disappointing part of the trip. Kingda Ka wasn't open, so no crazy roller coaster for me to ride on..sadly. I did however got to go on Twister, the Sky Ride and Go Karts. Go Karts were freakin' awesome, I never realized what a reckless driver I can be. I wasn't bad, but I just sped like hell, even after they said "no drifting" I drifted like hell. There was this pink car with some girl in it, and I really wanted to pass her before the 6 laps were up, but nooo, the bitch kept moving left and right on straight paths, and sticking to the side on the curves. Bitch. But I got past her and did the same shit to her.<br />But this wasn't the disappointing part of the trip. The disapointing parts were the limitless numbers of nagging whiners. I mean, not to be racist, but while I was there I only saw a trend of naggers -- they were all black people. I mean, this isn't a joke, but that's what happened. Not once in the 4 hours I was there, did I hear someone from another ethnicity whine about something.<br />For instance, while I was standing in line @ Guest Relations to ask something, there was a pretty long line, but also these two people who were talking to the employees for a good 10 minutes. I don't mind waiting, because they're probably going through some reservation issues, and that can take a while, hell if it were me, I'd expect the same patience. But no, this black girl with this heavy jamaican accent comes along and says "this is boolshit, waiting in line." Then don't wait in line. She talks to her guy friend, and I was eaves dropping, listening to her whine about the long line, the long wait, and mocking this girl who was one of the people talking to the employees. Her friend then tells her that she owes him 50$ because of the money he spent on her today. Her reply: "it's my birthday, I owe you nothing." I turned around, and knocked that bitch out. That's the dumbest fucking excuse ever. Tell that to the IRS, or Immigration, or perhaps use it to get out of paying the medical bills that will cover the treatment on the black eye I just gave you.<br />Another instance, I was waiting in line to play this game, where you throw a ball at this board, and it has to go into the bucket in order for you to win this big ass life sized stuffed animal. This black woman won, and asked for the BamBam doll (I think it's BamBam, the little baby girl from The Flintstones) anyways, she takes her prize, looks at it, and sees a tear. Now keep in mind, these shits have huge ass heads, of course the neck tears. She brings it back to the kiosk to ask for something else. The employee is suffering by dragging this doll to this pen in the middle and tries to get her something else. He does this twice. And then she just asks for the BamBam doll back. I should've knocked her out too.<br />Finally, when I wanted to go to the paintball kiosk, there were these three black people. Now this wasnt naggy, but it was just so fucking annoying. They were just spending money shooting at <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">STATIONARY </span></span>targets, and was all "HEADSHOT" of course you'll get a headshot, it was STATIONARY. If you can't get a headshot, you might as well give yourself a headshot. It was retarded because they seriously thought it was counter-strike.<br /><br />Ugh, horrible day. And Im not a racist! This is what happened today, and it's bad enough that I need to say it.<br /><br />xoxo<br />ValentineThe Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-46157100648703952322009-05-24T16:19:00.002-04:002009-05-24T16:28:19.219-04:00In which I bore myself.It really sucks how when the weather is down, my own emotions are down as well.<br />It's 4:21PM right now, and I need to wait another six hours before my dad picks me up so we can go on our family vacation. Sadly it's one day.. Im not allowed to prolong it to Tuesday cause I have a chemistry test. Damn you ms. Triola (chem teacher) she's awesome though, so no worries I guess.<br />Lately I think everyone's been down, and pretty depressed. I press my little MSN icon on my toolbar, and out pops the list of people, with depressing statuses or display names. I find it kinda funny how people come to me for advice, and decide not to talk to me after I do, so then they're left at a crossroads about whether or not they should ask me for more advice, but shouldn't because they decide not to IM you for about two months. Pitiful really. I could care less, it's not my life, it's yours.<br />My life is at a crossroads too however. I still haven't chosen a major for college yet. I keep asking myself is this what I really want to do. Forensic scientist -- it's great, but way too much paperwork.<br />Psychotherapy -- Dealing with insanity -- no thanks, Im pretty insane myself.<br />Sociologoy -- I'll end up building a nuke that kills people who are stoopid, cause I think their actions are the most retarded things in the world. Like my friend who payed 86$ for the AP Global test and decides not to write the 3 required essays that account for 50% of the grade. Good job, why don't you just NOT take AP if you can't handle writing the fucking essay. Good job wasting your mom's money.<br /><br />Decisions like these make me think whether or not I'll die from stress before the age of 25. It's not so surprsing, Im not suicidal or anything, but these career choices will eventually end up leading you to death anyways, wouldn't it be easier if you just jumped now, instead of going with it.<br /><br />xoxo<br />The Confused Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-81986346994609114922009-05-20T19:37:00.003-04:002009-05-20T19:44:38.456-04:00In which I discovered: jenkins2 and Dragonmount?While I was stilling playing Sword of the New World with Telos being alive, I think most of us can remember the angry microphones that jenkins2 and Dragonmount would constantly spam at people. Most notably: "you're useless, go kill yourself, you worthless piece of trash."<br />How does this relate to me right now after quitting for so long?<br />While walking to Chemistry one day, I saw a freshman with two other freshmen, and he said, and I quote "you're useless, kill yourself, you worthless pathetic piece of shit." After hearing that, I froze. I asked myself, could it be? Could it be in fact those pathetic bastards that we met in-game? I turned to find this kid, I'm 5'6, the kid was 5'0. He was very short. But I walked up to this kid, picked him up and slammed him into the wall. I was pissed. I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt. And got up in his face. I told him if he ever had the tenacity to EVER say that to someone again, I will be there, and it would hurt after saying something like that. I could have done a lot worse to him. But I just dropped him and let him go. The dean asked me what I did. And I admitted it, after telling the dean what the kid had the audacity to say. They were more concerned with what he had said than what I had done. But regardless, I still wonder if his parents and he could in fact be Dragonmount or Jenkins. If it is, oh so help me, I will find him, an d destroy them for them defamating Telos, and slandering Mis's name.<br /><br />On a happier note, thank you Kumi for posting that blog post about Charice Pempengco, I was going to watch that episode, but I forgot all about it. D:. But thanks for posting that youtube link, I showed it to my boyfriend, and he got a download of the song for me. :]. I can't stop listening to it, her voice is so beautiful. I wish I had her voice, since Im no where as good. I started trying to sing the song, since it is so calming and beautiful. I took the song lyrics to heart, even if I'm athiest. The song is beautiful.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-23492995233064764282009-05-18T22:34:00.002-04:002009-05-18T22:39:38.777-04:00In which I sigh.So yeah, I posted Wanda Sykes yesterday on me blog, and Al and Dar sure got a hoot from her. :3<br />Yes, that's totally why I love her, she's a lesbian, and totally rocks hardcore. I miss you guys! I wish we were still playing Sword together, it was a fun time.<br /><br />Yesterday a best friend of mine for a really long time poured his heart out on me, telling me how he really felt about me. And it's weird because, when he told me how he felt, it took me a while to realize that I felt the same thing. First thing's first, I ain't cheating on anyone, cause I dumped that other boyfriend a while back. And I feel totally stupid, when I spill my heart to him telling him about my crushes, and all that. But the good news is, my ex-crush has also moved on after I finally gave him a taste of reality.<br /><br />So now life is pretty good. With the exception of my global teacher of course, who should still return his master's degree because he is the suck.<br /><br />And as for AGT, I might do it, Im not sure, Dar is right that the life of a celebrity can be great, but very flawed. I don't know if I could handle that. :/. But it's good to know Al and Dar support me<3.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-79636602954293807922009-05-18T01:14:00.002-04:002009-05-18T01:21:29.822-04:00In which I LOL.Woopsie-doodles.<br />Anyways, so, I recently discovered Wanda Sykes, the ever so talented and blunt comedian who played Ruby the Assistant to Viola Fields in Monster-in-Law. I love her stand up comedy, I totally died when I watched her videos. Her standpoint on gay marriage, is the exact same point that I believe in. Check it out:<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1IHdaJOZe7E&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1IHdaJOZe7E&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />And, I'm still contemplating the decision to become a celebrity. I read that America's Got Talent '09 starts next month, for live auditions. I would prefer that over American Idol, because of Wanda Sykes's point on American Idol. :].<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ee57AJV0r68&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ee57AJV0r68&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Finally, I've perfected the routine for Eat You Up by Boa Kwon with mah crew. I totally would perform I Did it for Love or Eat You Up for the judges on AGT. Totally win.<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE7tfExKRhQ&feature=channel_page<br /><br />^- Stupid SM Entertainment USA disabled Embed on request. Fuckers. :[ Watch on High quality.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-6374145288095746342009-05-16T02:32:00.002-04:002009-05-16T02:45:42.766-04:00In which I relieve stress.Well, this next blog post is mainly just my weekly rantings about how crappy this week has been.<br /><br />First off, people who I don't necessarily hate, but very much dislike constantly return to my life. It gets annoying after a while constantly needing to deal with this people. I just kinda wish they turned to dust, get hit by a truck or just die for no apparent reason at all. (Yes, this is how much I dislike them). The same thing applies for my new/current global teacher. He's an idjit. He had to do a department of education requirement to give a lesson on HIV/AIDS. Now, my global class isn't honors this year, because I couldn't get the needed grade to be in honors. So I'm stuck in a regular class, with regular idiots who's thinking of a good teacher is one who curses in class. So, when asked whether or not he gave a crap about this lesson, his reply? "I don't give a shit." I don't care for the HIV/AIDS lesson, but when you say you don't give a shit about HIV or AIDS because you don't have it, that's just purely obnoxious. I was very very very close to getting up, telling him to call his college and refund his Master's Degree because obviously four years of university didnt give you much of an education.<br /><br />Secondly, my service learning project for ROTC has so far failed. The whole, every kid deserves a smile idea for stuffed animal donations is apparently against a code in the department of health. So much for that. Now I'm out of ideas, and the due date: <3 weeks. Just lovely.<br /><br />Third, I'm still contemplating a decision to go on American Idol or not. There's major pro/con debates that can keep my decision-making fueled. If I did become sucessful, could I handle the stress as a celebrity? When Britney Spears went beserk, the paparazzi wouldn't leave her alone, no wonder she shaved her hair off. But, she's clean now with the strongest comeback. Would I do the same? Would people ever use me if I became sucessful? Would I just be a tool for 'friends' to hop along on? And then the pros, having a lot of money, having fame (though it can be bad), being a celebrity means I could help people in masses, and I think the most rewarding to me is showing up everyone who ever said they didn't believe in me. Or the same people who stabbed me in the back. It's just a wonderful revenge instead of saying it, I become one with much money and just kick ass and make them regret what they've done.<br /><br />Fourth, I have an urge to make a new blog under the same account just to write short stories. Fantasy/Fiction short stories are things I totally love to write about. After all, literature substitutes reality for a realm in which we cannot explore as humans.<br /><br />Bored to death, hating to end and a complicated decison.<br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-35019086947441500762009-05-14T23:43:00.002-04:002009-05-14T23:49:46.900-04:00In which I update.So, today I officially decided to quit Sword of the New World without the possibility of ever going back again. I gave the keys to my account to Sarah, who I know for sure without a doubt in my mind will do my account proud. I know she'll take good care of my Edward and Emilia and maybe my other darlings. :]. I trust you completely to kick major ass with these toons' Sarah, so get to ass kickin'<3.<br /><br />I also started playing an old game that an old old old friend of mine played a long time ago, and now we went back to it. The game is Corum Online, and although it's click to move, it's the most fun game I've ever played. Leveling is easy as hell since quests account for 75% of your exp, but grinding is pretty quick as well. Especially when you get a godly guardian like mine<3. All I have to do now is wait for my friend to relevel his priest to 60, and we'll continue our adventures.<br /><br />As far as real life goes; death is easy, living is the hard part. Life always tends to get difficult as the days past, and the school year ends. Final Examinations begin in two weeks, state regents a week after Finals and Cadet challenge is next week. Time to kick some major ass.<br /><br />As for love, it's kinda hard getting past an old crush, when someone who looks exactly like your old crush is sitting in your class for the whole year. This person is practically the clone of my past crush, same face, same hair style, and the potential to be great. Except the body, I guess. But none-the-less, pretty similar. It's hard to move on when your past envelops you, and history repeats itself.<br /><br />I hope everyone is doing well.<br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-32921273880498295002009-05-04T01:34:00.002-04:002009-05-04T01:39:33.785-04:00In which I sigh.Soooo. I hope everyone's having fun with their lives currently!<br />I'm still in Daytona Beach watching and writing up stuff for Drill Team Competition Nationals. It's..really boring watching drills for about six hours. And I get to do it all over again tomorrow! I have to wake up in technically 4.5 hours after writing this post and watch drill teams for about 6 hours until 11 to 12. I'm just freakin' ecstatic.<br /><br />On top of that, I sorta take this as a vacation too, having shopped for about seven hours yesterday after spending six hours watching drill comp. I spent roughly $1,000 on clothes here, 1/3 of which I spent on one item for my boyfriend. A $386.00 graphic suit jacket for him to wear to military ball. If he doesn't wear it I'm going to shoot someone.<br /><br />I get back home on Tuesday..yay....the day right before my birthday. I'll be havin' jet lag for dinner kthanks.<br /><br />Wanting to go home now.<br />xoxo<br />Valentine.The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-20507597658717179782009-04-30T02:44:00.002-04:002009-04-30T02:53:09.340-04:00In which I explain.This week has been a hectic one, and the job search hasn't been going the way I expected.<br />Zero. Nada. Zip. Zulch. No. None. Nein. callbacks from the five positions I applied to for a job. I think it's because they want someone older, and you would think, that my birthday, which is one week from yesterday (Wednesday), would be enough for me to land the job. Plus it'd be an awesome birthday gift no? Yes, I'd like to think so.<br /><br />As the week grew more hectic, my life has gone awry. I used to be prepared for each class before Spring Break, I would understand everything, I memorized everything, and could solve a problem when placed under my wing. Now, I've just lost sight of that ability after returning from Spring Break. It concerns me, because I always play Jeopardy for Social Studies before a test, and I ALWAYS win. And I will not step down my title as the Queen of Jeopardy in all things Global History to someone lesser. I will not have it!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.teachartathome.com/images/Bird_of_Paradise_Flower_small-395x269.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 395px; height: 269px;" src="http://www.teachartathome.com/images/Bird_of_Paradise_Flower_small-395x269.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Bird of Paradise<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;">The Bird of Paradise: <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">This plant is my favorite flower of all time. It represents uniqueness with it's complex structure, and remarkable yet noticeable resemblance to the actual Bird of Paradise. It's meaning is paradise itself, and is amazingly beautiful, as well as a one-of-a-kind in the field of botany. Ranging from $20.00 USD to an astounding $100.00 per flower, it is expensive, but a man who buys me a dozen of these, has won half the battle, that is, the key to my heart.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">xoxo</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Valentine</span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">.</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></div></div>The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603711999571394915.post-65255821926974334102009-04-26T13:33:00.002-04:002009-04-26T13:39:35.821-04:00In which I indulge.Lately I've been rather annoyed at a few certain people, perhaps it's because of what they did, or just because I've been relatively cranky from having almost no sleep every single night. But I'm pretty sure it's because of what they did anyways. Stewpid people..<br /><br />I've also begun to indulge in my childhood fantasies again, with the urge of wanting to play Pokemon and the things I grew up with, but never got to try. I think my childhood as an asian kid is flawed. 93% of Asians I know grew up playing with Final Fantasy and the likes of that..but I haven't..which I think is kinda sad. But however, atleast I've played Pokemon, and I lurve pokemanz<3.<br /><br />Even though my game life should be on a complete halt, I decided to try GunZ : The Duel again last night, and I waas pretty much kicking major ass. o.o. It's fun to shotgun spray<3.<br /><br />And as for the week of school, boring ~ but my crew did manage to finally learn the dance step to Boa Kwon's I Did it For Love, which is stuck in my head, and that dance routine is the hardest shit I've ever done in my life.<br /><br />xoxo<br />Valentine<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/4Hqo126Ge98&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/4Hqo126Ge98&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>The Wardenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14521255752521503767noreply@blogger.com2